Well today i was feeling pretty sick, but i think it has alot to do with the fact that i am home alone and very bored. I really feel depressed when paul is out of town and especially this time cause i am here and im alone. Last time paul went out of town i went home to nc and stayed there for the week, but i couldnt this time because i have a job now. Oh well, paul will be home tomorrow night and i cant wait. I dont think we have ever been this far apart. I guess for now all i have to do is clean! LOL. I cant wait till christmas, but i really cant wait for new years cause my brother and his girlfriend anna are coming up. I cant wait cause i love them sooo much and anna is sooo much fun. I hope that they get married and live by us! That would be so cool. Anyways....i guess im just rambling on bc i am sooo bored. Oh well.. I might post again later if i get really bored again!!! lol!!! Until next time...